I am currently struggling (not sleeping, upset, trying to see things positively) with an issue at work which will, however you look at it, change my life and could change the course I follow in the immediate future. I am weighing the pros and cons (the pros look wonderful) but the cons will effect the pros..... and my heart is torn between my health and love for Mesut and the love I have for my job and kids, however, our new principal is changing things at our school, so that love for my kids might not be there, since they will not be "my" kids. Is it worth my health and being away from Mesut, to stay in a place where I am being told I cannot do the job I love (even though the principal tells me "You are a damn good reading teacher") or doing the new job, seeing how it works, facing a lot of stress that affects my health and means 2 more years away from Mesut. Dear God help me see clearly and make the correct decision. Amen
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