I am one very incredibly, overwhelmingly, blessed by GOD and loved by so many wonderful people. I am in awe by the amount of attention given to me today and this weekend. I have been blubbering al weekend because of the great love shown to me.
I have always known my family loved me...they had no choice....but I cannot believe how many people who do not know me in "real life" or are not relatives who have shown me so much love this weekend. AND not just this weekend but I am overwhelmingly in awe of how much love has been shown to me in the past 8 months! God is good ALL THE TIME. I feel so totally undeserving of such a great love as was given to me.
The greatest gift is the gift God gave me with LIFE.... CANCER FREE LIFE!!!! I ask why me? Why do others die and I am given this beautiful gift? I have no answer other than, I still have work to do and people to love and help. So...I am off.... on a new journey in my 61st yr on this earth, with family and friends loving me and encouraging me, and a man I never expected to have love me, so unconditionally.
On the flip side, Judy had another setback today. She has vertigo at times and has had 3 really bad episodes in the past 2 wks. Because of this, the drs will do a thalium stress test tomorrow to see what is wrong with her heart. Her spirits seem good, she is still laughing, however, she is tired of fighting to be alive and well. She has been handicapped for numerous years and of late, her visits to the hospital have been more and more frequent.
My other sister, Cheryl is also having heart problems and will be undergoing tests and procedures to cure her tachycardia. I have the same thing but atrial, not ventricular tachycardia. There is a lot less chance of me dying because of my heart difficulties. She has been told NO Alcohol and she said she is cutting back, but she is an alcoholic and always has a drink in her hands. I choose not to drink because I too enjoy alcohol. I do not want to be like her or her son and husband.
Please pray for my sisters. I am in a position where I could lose one or both due to serious health issues. I am NOT prepared to let go of them just yet.
Anyway, Thank you friends and family for a glorious weekend (though there were issues with health for my sisters) and THANK YOU GOD for all you wonderful blessing in friends and family and just life in general. I AM A BLESSED WOMAN AND EVER SO THANKFUL!!!!!